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Ok so ate about 400 cals and bunt 500 why do I still feel like I failed
I think this has finally got out of hand
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03 January 2009 @ 04:08 pm
"Ok so far this year i've been doing bad.... went to the gym once, but oging today
also have been eating everything :(
getting control back now!!
22 December 2008 @ 12:48 am
Ok so I haven't been on in ages because I was trying to recover buy because I'm a failure at every thing I failed at that too... But I'm pissed because I ate like a fat kid today everything I ate was carbs I feel gross... Any tips for being strong over the holidays
Thanks alot ladies Xx and think thin :)
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Current Mood: Angry
27 October 2008 @ 09:57 pm
I've offically lost 9.2 pounds only .8 left till my first gw
im hoping to lose 10 pounds every month :D
im thinking it's do able
i have 90 pounfd to lose so by july i should be there
lets hope :S
Wish me luck Xx
10 October 2008 @ 01:52 am
Hopefully this will work... it's more than im used to eating but she's watching me now
wake up:
water
breakfast:
1cup bran,
1/2 cup plain yog,
5 strawberries
2 hours later:
Water
6 crackers and dice size cheese(low fat)
Lunch:
Water
Lettuce
1/2 tomato
1 fist size chicken breast
1 T dressing (low cal)
2 hours later:
Water
6-8 almonds
5 strawberries
Supper:
Water
What she makes usually veggies
Wish me luck!
wake up:
water
breakfast:
1cup bran,
1/2 cup plain yog,
5 strawberries
2 hours later:
Water
6 crackers and dice size cheese(low fat)
Lunch:
Water
Lettuce
1/2 tomato
1 fist size chicken breast
1 T dressing (low cal)
2 hours later:
Water
6-8 almonds
5 strawberries
Supper:
Water
What she makes usually veggies
Wish me luck!
Current Location: My room
Current Music: Invisible - Modest Mouse
01 October 2008 @ 07:33 am
Why do i always have to give in to temptation...
I cant even forgive myself anymore.
I always thought felt like i control of my ED
I think i've lost control now....
IM A SLAVE TO THIN!
I cant even forgive myself anymore.
I always thought felt like i control of my ED
I think i've lost control now....
IM A SLAVE TO THIN!
30 September 2008 @ 12:04 pm
Ok so i am wondering do i have depression???
i feel happy most of the time but other times i just break down and cry for no reason
what does this mean??
On another note i Fucked up today...
and it's only noon!
i had a peice of bread, pb, and some nutella
like 1123213123984 cals!
BLAH i need to lose for when i go home in a week... i know that is not gonna happen
so when i get home! im restricting to 3579 and working out for 3 hours everyday
im doing 3569 because i know everyone is gonna be wanting me to go out!
TEMPTATION so if i give my self a bit more then i wont purge!
im trying to quit that....
THINK THIN Xx
i feel happy most of the time but other times i just break down and cry for no reason
what does this mean??
On another note i Fucked up today...
and it's only noon!
i had a peice of bread, pb, and some nutella
like 1123213123984 cals!
BLAH i need to lose for when i go home in a week... i know that is not gonna happen
so when i get home! im restricting to 3579 and working out for 3 hours everyday
im doing 3569 because i know everyone is gonna be wanting me to go out!
TEMPTATION so if i give my self a bit more then i wont purge!
im trying to quit that....
THINK THIN Xx
05 January 2008 @ 10:19 am
ok so im SO happy!!! ive never fasted more than a day and now im on THREE!!! WOOO!!!
except ihavent lost any weigth what is up with that?
well i dont know but im planing on fasting for 20 days so i have a long way to go
Hopefully lots of weight to go too!!!
Wish me luck!! I'll need it!
except i
well i dont know but im planing on fasting for 20 days so i have a long way to go
Hopefully lots of weight to go too!!!
Wish me luck!! I'll need it!
Current Location: My Bed
Current Mood: 
hopeful
hopeful20 December 2007 @ 04:57 pm
Age : 18
Height: 5'8
Height: 5'8
Heighest Weight: 212
Lowest Weight : 130
Goal Weight : At the moment, 110
Favorite Food : sushi
Favorite Drink : Green Tea and bubble tea
Favorite Exercise : sports
Thinspo : my super skinny friends :(
Where Do You Slip Up? : when im bored, and with friends
When Did It Start? : a year ago
Why Did It Start? : Because im sick of being a FATASS
Does Anyone Know? : Nope
Do You Want Help? : NO! Im a fatass
Diet Pills? : ya i try everything.
Favorite Binge Food : Icecream and chocolate
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? : i try for around 500
What Tips Do You Use To Loose Weight? : Restricting, exercise, nutritional intake.
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? : a skinny girl trapped in FAT FAT FAT FAT so FAT!!!
Are You In A Relationship? : No im too fat for love
If So, Do They Pressure You To Be Thin? :
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? : the FAT one
Are You Depressed? : No
Do You Self Harm? : no i never have
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? : no
Ever Been To A Psychologist? : no
Favorite Songs : anything by silverstein
Lowest Weight : 130
Goal Weight : At the moment, 110
Favorite Food : sushi
Favorite Drink : Green Tea and bubble tea
Favorite Exercise : sports
Thinspo : my super skinny friends :(
Where Do You Slip Up? : when im bored, and with friends
When Did It Start? : a year ago
Why Did It Start? : Because im sick of being a FATASS
Does Anyone Know? : Nope
Do You Want Help? : NO! Im a fatass
Diet Pills? : ya i try everything.
Favorite Binge Food : Icecream and chocolate
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? : i try for around 500
What Tips Do You Use To Loose Weight? : Restricting, exercise, nutritional intake.
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? : a skinny girl trapped in FAT FAT FAT FAT so FAT!!!
Are You In A Relationship? : No im too fat for love
If So, Do They Pressure You To Be Thin? :
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? : the FAT one
Are You Depressed? : No
Do You Self Harm? : no i never have
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? : no
Ever Been To A Psychologist? : no
Favorite Songs : anything by silverstein
19 November 2007 @ 04:34 pm
So GUESS WHAT LADIES im doing better today its 4:35 and only 220 cals so far!
my dad is makeing my FAVORITE meal tho for supper
ANY IDEAS?
my dad is makeing my FAVORITE meal tho for supper
ANY IDEAS?
19 November 2007 @ 06:24 am
Ok so i KEEP EATING its so bad and I CANT STOP
what should i do?
im So stressed about everything! and gaining weight like CRAZY! EEK!
NOT GOOD
please help!!!
what should i do?
im So stressed about everything! and gaining weight like CRAZY! EEK!
NOT GOOD
please help!!!
Current Mood: 
stressed
stressed